I hope (yes hope) that you areÂ duan’ just awesome.
And why wouldn’t you?Â Last week youÂ delivered what others thought you couldn’t — in your own words —Â “a righteousÂ and fair enough justice”Â to my miserable people.
Oh I amÂ sorry! Sorry for not introducing myself in the first place.
But before I introduce myself to you, I think I should thank you, as it would be rude if I didn’t thank you, right?
But what the heck! Let it be rude. I won’t thank you.Â Never!
I was Bhopal once, yes, a very long ago — to be precise —Â 25Â years and few months ago — I use to be Bhopal once.Â The land of happy and peaceful people!
Now all I am is aÂ land of the worst industrial disaster in human history.
At that time most of today’s generation was not even born,Â andÂ at this time almost all of my yesteryear’sÂ generation has been either wiped out or is facing unending health problems, even after 26 long butÂ toxic years.
I, myself, sometimes choke, and believeÂ me, even though I am kind of used to it, it still causes a lot of nausea.
When I heave,Â bloodÂ oozesÂ out from my mouth along with froth.
You will say thatÂ I am growing old.
But no, I ain’t actually growing old.
It hasn’t been easy and it been a long time since when I have been constantly tortured, gagged, raped, tormented, destroyed, betrayed and perished. So it’sÂ justÂ not easy to remember certain dates and events considering what I have been through all my life.
But one thing I am sure of is, that I ain’t growing old.
I hope you understand my situation, but please,Â I beg you to notÂ sympathise with me. No!
I have had enough of this wretched sympathy which you have been showering upon me to cover your own apathy.
As you see, I am today considered to be one of the greenest (Yes) among the greens of yours. So that provesÂ that I amÂ actuallyÂ notÂ growing old.
So what’s wrong with me, right? Why is it that whenever when I heave, the wretched blood oozes out from my mouth along with froth? Why?
Do you know the answer, India?
Of course, I am supposed to know but don’t you have any responsibility, too? Don’t you know the reason behindÂ the existence ofÂ this bloodyÂ froth in my blood?
I know you won’t accept it. Not because you can’t but because you simply don’t have the power of acceptance in you.
What you possess is nothing but your very own self-created pride of falseness born from your own greedy actions taken against thousands like me.
Oh, I pity you, India. I pity your constitution. I pity your judicial action. I pity your government and its system. But most of all, I pity your judgements. I pity you, my India, I pity you!
I was beautifulÂ onceÂ and peace prevailed at my door step. I was home to the leading industriesÂ (though I still am, but they are only adding to my misery).Â I was bathing in glory and my life was set. But now at present, I am in dust and as my past looms hard on me, my future is in debt.
You would ask me then … why don’t you cry, why don’t you shout, why don’t you yell, why don’t you mourn (like a woman) for help? Why, Bhopal, Why?
Well, to be honest I don’t actually want to but a part of me does cry and it also shouts and yells and yes, it also mourns (likeÂ aÂ woman)Â for help, it does!
Not because it (that shouting and yelling part of me) isÂ feebleÂ or cannot fight. But because it (the crying and mourning part of me) needs your hand, your support to stand and asks for what belongs to it — Integrity, Justice and Righteousness.
Will you give me your hand, India? Will you support me in my fight against injustice and inhumanity? Will you stand by my side and say —Â “I, India,Â take pledge to support Bhopal and its people, who are still living under the shadow ofÂ Methyl Isocyanate, in their fight for Justice,” will you?
I guess you won’t.
Well, I have so much to say! So much,Â that you probably wouldn’t care to read just like you haven’t properly tried to avenge the culprits who robbed me off of my happiness and good-life.
So, India, I’m done.Â Khuda Hafez. Do well. Remember me. All things pass, but the poorÂ and their miseryÂ remain. I am the land of poor and miserable people now. Tomorrow there will be more like me. But don’tÂ worry;Â you won’t have to act to protect them just like you didn’t think about protecting me.
With Shame and Disgust
The rotting in dust ‘Bhopal’