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I Was Bhopal Once: A Letter To India!

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By Sadhogopal Ram:

Greetings India,


I hope (yes hope) that you are duan’ just awesome.

And why wouldn’t you? Last week you delivered what others thought you couldn’t — in your own words — “a righteous and fair enough justice” to my miserable people.

Why me?

Oh I am sorry! Sorry for not introducing myself in the first place.

But before I introduce myself to you, I think I should thank you, as it would be rude if I didn’t thank you, right?

But what the heck! Let it be rude. I won’t thank you. Never!


I was Bhopal once, yes, a very long ago — to be precise — 25 years and few months ago — I use to be Bhopal once. The land of happy and peaceful people!

Now all I am is a land of the worst industrial disaster in human history.

At that time most of today’s generation was not even born, and at this time almost all of my yesteryear’s generation has been either wiped out or is facing unending health problems, even after 26 long but toxic years.

I, myself, sometimes choke, and believe me, even though I am kind of used to it, it still causes a lot of nausea.

When I heave, blood oozes out from my mouth along with froth.

You will say that I am growing old.

But no, I ain’t actually growing old.

It hasn’t been easy and it been a long time since when I have been constantly tortured, gagged, raped, tormented, destroyed, betrayed and perished. So it’s just not easy to remember certain dates and events considering what I have been through all my life.

But one thing I am sure of is, that I ain’t growing old.

I hope you understand my situation, but please, I beg you to not sympathise with me. No!

I have had enough of this wretched sympathy which you have been showering upon me to cover your own apathy.

As you see, I am today considered to be one of the greenest (Yes) among the greens of yours. So that proves that I am actually not growing old.

So what’s wrong with me, right? Why is it that whenever when I heave, the wretched blood oozes out from my mouth along with froth? Why?

Do you know the answer, India?

I know.

Of course, I am supposed to know but don’t you have any responsibility, too? Don’t you know the reason behind the existence of this bloody froth in my blood?

I know you won’t accept it. Not because you can’t but because you simply don’t have the power of acceptance in you.

What you possess is nothing but your very own self-created pride of falseness born from your own greedy actions taken against thousands like me.

Oh, I pity you, India. I pity your constitution. I pity your judicial action. I pity your government and its system. But most of all, I pity your judgements. I pity you, my India, I pity you!

I was beautiful once and peace prevailed at my door step. I was home to the leading industries (though I still am, but they are only adding to my misery). I was bathing in glory and my life was set. But now at present, I am in dust and as my past looms hard on me, my future is in debt.

You would ask me then … why don’t you cry, why don’t you shout, why don’t you yell, why don’t you mourn (like a woman) for help? Why, Bhopal, Why?

Well, to be honest I don’t actually want to but a part of me does cry and it also shouts and yells and yes, it also mourns (like a woman) for help, it does!

Not because it (that shouting and yelling part of me) is feeble or cannot fight. But because it (the crying and mourning part of me) needs your hand, your support to stand and asks for what belongs to it — Integrity, Justice and Righteousness.

Will you give me your hand, India? Will you support me in my fight against injustice and inhumanity? Will you stand by my side and say — “I, India, take pledge to support Bhopal and its people, who are still living under the shadow of Methyl Isocyanate, in their fight for Justice,” will you?

I guess you won’t.

Well, I have so much to say! So much, that you probably wouldn’t care to read just like you haven’t properly tried to avenge the culprits who robbed me off of my happiness and good-life.

So, India, I’m done. Khuda Hafez. Do well. Remember me. All things pass, but the poor and their misery remain. I am the land of poor and miserable people now. Tomorrow there will be more like me. But don’t worry; you won’t have to act to protect them just like you didn’t think about protecting me.

Bhopal -- in pain

With Shame and Disgust
The rotting in dust ‘Bhopal’

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  1. Shruthi Venukumar

    Voice of the Youth indeed! Kudos! Bhopal Gas Tragedy victims deserve better. And we – the voice of the nation – can make it happen. Mere compensation is not the way to go. The judiciary should not be miserly in handing out punishments like UC was in handing out compensation. It should be harsh enough to make firms cringe while ignoring safety guidelines in future. The legal angle of adding up the number of lives lost and according two-year jail terms for each death should be exploited.

    R.I.P every soul lost out in this act of barbarity.

    1. Sadhogopal Ram

      A mere voice of youth is not enough, as it is often labelled as amateurish or for that matter ‘devoid of facts’… but that is not the issue here… the issue is Bhopal and many others like it… but the loopholes in our Indian Judiciary and its linchpin working conditions makes it way too simple for the culprits to manipulate it as per their desires and benefits.. And not all the blame should go only on the Judicial system… but our so called patriotic politicians too are equally responsible… who are so power hungry that they without any shame or disgust ignore the poor and their rights… if this is what going to happen continuously.. Then I am so-so sorry to say but what Afghanistan is today… India will defiantly be tomorrow.

  2. Ankur Kumar

    Well written article Sadhogopal. It is indeed a misery that the person who took thousands of lives is not tried yet and the Indian government is now pleading US to hand him to them. This defines the supremacy of US over us or the inferiority of Indian judicial system which firstly delayed the justice and then denied it completely.

    1. Sadhogopal Ram

      Couldn’t agree more with you on the part that .. “it is indeed a misery” ..misery never witnessed in other country’s judicial and federal system. Taste India, My friend… only here you will get this taste, and I bet on this!

  3. Tanaya

    was true….pen is mightier than the sword….this one says all that is required to say….

    1. Sadhogopal Ram

      No Tanaya.. there is lots and lots more to say.. and than also it won’t be enough.. considering the fact what Bhopal have been through and is continues to endure…

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