Why Do Many Indian Women Pop An I Pill Than Ask Their Partners To Use Condoms?

Posted on June 27, 2014 in Health and Life, Sex, Sexual Health, Society, Taboos

By Suchi Gaur:

She was all of 22 years. With four daughters already and two abortions done, I thought I should ask her how it felt to have been pregnant literally all the time since she had been married off. But before I could, her tear-filled eyes looked at me, her lips tried to (fake a) smile, and she said, “This is what women are born for after all. Isn’t it?” I had no answer.

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It wasn’t that I literally didn’t have anything to say. Somehow, I could have used all my textbook based knowledge and my dose of empathy to make her understand that she was worth more than that. That she was powerful. That she was more than a baby-producing machine. That she had rights. But suddenly at that moment, I was completely numb. I had nothing to say. I realized how every system, every policy, every initiative and every organization had failed at that very moment for me.

Do I sound a little hopeless? I had to be. I had no other choice at that moment. This issue was more complicated than it looked. What were the problems? Was it patriarchy and women’s status? Or was it access to contraception? Decision making? Or maternal health care? Male-heir desperation? What was it?

On my way back, her strong words kept on resonating in my mind and all I could feel was a sudden rush, an uncontrollable feeling of hatred towards the society. People call me emotional with respect to my work. They say I should be more practical, but the major reason that I joined such a field of work was that I wanted my emotions to become a passion. I had a hundred thoughts and as the sun started setting, the cold breeze seemed to hit me harder than it usually did.

Issues of family planning go way beyond the number of babies. It encompasses the awareness about contraception, the right to make that choice on using one, it entails the issues of maternal and child care, it entails patriarchy and control over bodies, it involves issues of infection, HIV and violence against women. It’s much more than contraception and incentives for getting vasectomy or birth control.

The fact remains that while an educated and strong working urban woman is moving towards using contraception for her own sake, in an average Indian household (let’s not even discuss rural here), a woman still struggles to discuss contraceptive measures to be used by males. She will pop an i-pill or hormonal contraceptive pill rather than asking her husband to use condoms. Condoms have male ego attached to them.

So, when I asked that woman from a very economically progressive yet patriarchal town of a very rich state in India about her view on condoms and birth control, the blank look on her face made me wonder where we are all going wrong, in our struggle to make the country control the over-production of babies.

The questions that remain are: Will a woman show that she knows her contraceptives well? Will she tell her male counterparts that she is bothered about her health and he should be too? Will she go ahead and buy condoms for him to use? Will she be respected for her interest in use of condoms for birth control and infections? Will a man value his partner’s opinion on contraception, let her choose what she wants rather than ego-stabbing his opinions on her? Will contraception become more than a man’s decision, a choice that both take together? The point is that while men expect to rule over women and force them to do what they want in bed, expecting an average Indian man to make balanced choices keeping his female counterpart in mind is going a little too far right now.

All this takes me back to my Physiology lessons where we did a project on contraception in our B.Sc days, we explored the various methods and means, but did we understand the theory and practicality to use them? The issues of negotiating, of decision making and of rights vs access are something that still remain untaught to women and men out there. Indians don’t appreciate talking about bedrooms publicly, but somewhere the urgent need of the hour is to start talking about things as crucial as contraception, sex education, menstruation and pregnancy-childbirth-menopause.

Her eyes still haunt me when I see women like her around. And till date, I don’t have any answer to give to any woman who comes and asks me what to do to stop her husband from asking her to pull out baby boys from her uterus. I can never forget those eyes. Not until I find an answer, a solution.

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