People who know me very closely they say I still behave like a child. I am 22 years old, teacher by profession. I don’t understand how can they say that I behave like child? From the age of 4 I have tried to be responsible towards my life. Each and every small thing has mattered to me. I lost all the colours of my life when I was in 3rd standard. Everyone compare her with god. Same god took her away from me when I was kid. At the age of sleeping in her arms god stole her from me. She was a beautiful angel who finished herself because of a monster.
As the angel went I lost everything in my life. From that day of my life I have been searching for the love of mother. Mother and Father are the most important words of everyone’s life but not mine. Losing mother wasn’t my choice but leaving father was and I chose that. I miss her every single moment of my life. Valentines can be celebrated with or without lover but how to celebrate mother’s day without a mother. I don’t remember her face. I can’t remember any of her single memory. The wors
Time never waits for anyone. W
As I told earlier time never wait for anyone. Days pass, sun rises and sets at the end of the day we have to sleep and wake up next morning. Every single morning I miss sunshine of my life. Today I am educated and responsible person still I want to be that 4 years old kid who was lucky enough to spend time with my mom. 22 years grown up version of me is jealous of 4 years old kid in me. Kids’ show their emotions openly sometimes they hide their sadness and make others laugh. I want to be that kid again. Being 22 years old adult I can’t show my emotions openly. I have learnt to hide my emotions but I am not strong enough to move on from my mom. I love you maa. And no matter what you will be always in me.