Day 1:
The place unfolded to realization gradually. Daffodils still walked around the city in my mind. I entered a small theatre room. Young girls with painted eyes in black dresses scattered all around. Golden lights in the ceiling above cast a shadowy glow on the stage and spectators around.
People poured into the shadows, respectfully and silently taking places. Politely making places for others. No curtains just a stage.
The play runs around me. And I was suddenly caught by the glimpse of her, the hair that fell around her bare shoulders had a fruity smell of rain, like a waterfall. She screamed, shouted and a long whip from a thin pale hand was beaten against her. I don’t remember the theme of the play (maybe of some social issue). But I remember how people polished their glasses at the end of play for yet another evening’.
Kinsmen, allow me to greet you. I salute you invisibly.
After the show, sitting outside on a bench near a food stall, my attention had been caught. I couldn’t help but steal glances. Her beautiful expressions, slender body and her black dress. She nods animatedly listening to her crew seated around her. Her smile, her worries and her glittering eyes left a feeling of her presence being nestled inside my heart. Her strong cheek bones, the curl of her shoulder. Deep loving. How laughter shook her. Perhaps I found myself in a futile search. For beauty and love. Love. What if my fingers trace her face? And what should she feel as my fingers trace her face looking at me? I was even astonished as how much I wanted her next to me, then. Her hair flowed down to her waist. I couldn’t help but watch her. Knowing I’ll see her again someday.
‘I want to take you with me. Will you come?’
And she didn’t answer as I never did ask. And all this pours down a futile night where I could not sleep. Light the darkness of the night and let your heart stir up again. Weep now. It’s all the same. I learnt to live.