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Battling, i will, till i can!

A 8 year old girl and her 9 year old elder sister fighting because the younger one chose her father and the elder one chose her mother? Was it that the younger girl didn’t love her mother? No, it was her love for her father who brought chocolates for them when he came back home, she got to see her father before she went to sleep,but her mother was always there for her. But who gave her this choice at such a young age? Was she playing “ghar-ghar”!? Noh,it was her parents,- they used to quarell, father used to beat up her mom~ alas! Look at the demons with false faces, he beat her inside the room when the daughters were alseep. So that he reamins the superhero. And the candies and the chocolate’ss love went on till they saw some scars on their mothers body,some deep scars,and now they were slowly knowing the bitterness of these candies and chocolates. They were growing, the minds growing, the woman inside them were craving to come out, they were feeling something. But what was it? Pitty? Sympathy? No a feeling so bold and so strong that the next time it happens they would together save their mother and live happily ever after, but the dark phases were on the way that they,never knew. The two daughters became protective about their mom, didn’t leave her alone with their dad. He called his wife everynight to share bed, the mother had to go with a fear in her heart and the two daughters scared because they thought he again called her in person to beat her up that night. Everytime he beat no one helped them ,as they grew, they left their home, school, friends, and shifted to a new place in hope of starting a new life. Father never stopped beating. The two daughters were made to sleep before the arrival of the man. But then they woke up every morning to the new scars on their mother’s face. Then a man(an angel to them)came into the mother’s life. The little daughters were growing, now they were 11-12 and they were understanding the developing love between the other man and their mother. They assisted,supported and accepted the man and the growing love ,because they saw a fatherly love in him. He gave hopes,promises,love,care, made the three ladies escape out of their home, promised for a better living, the mother left her home and a marriage of 16 years in search of a new a  of hope. She faught the divorce case, gave her daughters strength, had sleepless nights for 4 long years, protecting her little ones, battling alone, lost weight, cried nights,still stood up smiling, and raised two daughters. She did not marry the man, she stayed in a long distance relationship to be sure if he is the one.The daughters loved their new father. After 4 years of their relationship they decide to live together under one roof-,they stayed together,good days were knocking their door, stayed happy, enjoyed, lived happily,but the same things were happening to them again. Those fights, those beatings, the scars, the injuries, but this time,everything was much deeper than before, not only the intensity of the scars but the hopes, love, and trust everything was deeper than before. The daughters were sent to study out of town. They did not know enough what was hapoening between the two, was the mother still struggling? Yes.  Now they were 16-17 years. Everyone got separated. Slowly and gradually the things were ending. The relationships ending, and after 8 long years the elder daughter gets raped by her father. The father and the elder daughter were close, very close, happy watching doraemon together, eating, enjoying,. But no one knew when did this happen,? when did the demon take the place of an angel? He was an angel to both the daughters and a saviour to the mother. The trust broke, the elder daughter never talked to anyone (she was hurt,the marks of the rape were brutal,the thought was killing),she did not forget what happened, the younger remained quiet and shut ( because she always told to her mom that the only thing she was scared of was rape),never did she know it would happen inside her home sweet home, themother got shattered. Not because she lost her love trust and partner but because she thought herself to be guilty-guilty to trust a man again, and regretted her decision. The hollow space is still there in the home, nobody talk to each other, except the younger daughter and the mother. The younger is now 19, she too failed in her relationship because she couldn’t trust the person and trust is what love demands. She misses her family. Her sister’s inocence, mother’s love,father’s care.” Will the girls trust anyone? Is it easy? Rapes not only take away your virginity but it takes away trsust, inocence, a soul. This story isn’t a story its for real and it doesnt takes another rape to understand how it feels? Just have humanity people or you all would just remain people and would never become a human being. Because it needs humanity. 

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