I was born into a very conservative family with two elder brothers who were very masculine as compare to me. Born as the last child of my parents; everyone in the house wanted me to be like my two elder brothers.
But I know there was something different within me. Since the time I started to know about What good and bad, all I had heard from the people calling me was the words- “Hijra” or “Chakka”.
I tried to even changed myself for the sake of my family members. I don’t know what was wrong within me, but it was different.
I acted differently and was girlish too, still Iam.
But that doesn’t means that iam really a hijra or chakka.
Even now people don’t want to understand the real me but upon looking at my behaviour being so girlish, they come to their own conclusion, and start making stories and avoiding me.
I don’t know when will they understand that now the world has changed so do the people mindset ,
There’s nothing wrong about in being different from others and they must realised it immediately that it is not a sin to be different in this world rather it is a gift which a very rare person love by God received.