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I’m lucky yet!

“He is not a man if he leaves traces of toxic masculinity”
Dedicating this to all the women who were wrecked by HIM

SHAME ON HIM
He destroyed my inner peace
SHAME ON HIM
He sojourned me through defiance
HE BETRAYED ME
He never cared me ; took me as granted
HE BETRAYED ME
He made me lonesome and stranded

He gained my trust as a best friend
I really wonder now, how could he pretend
I believed in every word he uttered
Like a gentleman, he appeared
He told each sort of things
In every call, conversation
He alleged on people
Twisted and deceitful

I was just another sequel
Who was unaware of the prequel
He made me his girlfriend
I never thought for a second
It had started with a friend request
That’s the way we met
While reading love stories in the novels
I dreamt to make mine real

Under the stars, we both walked together
Felt the cool breeze that chilled the weather
His eyes showing love made me feel better
I wanted this moment to last forever and ever
As every minute passed in a day,
My eternal soul felt towards him more and more,
He had taken me in a new way,
I heard his name pulsating in deep heart’s core

In a world of bizarre thoughts
I developed my feelings
Through a forceful yes with a meek voice
He went down; it was not my choice
For him, it was a step to rejoice
He swore me in the name of God, “I’m your Krish”
It brought hope in me; he made me hush

Whilst every intrusions of his
I just looked into his eyes
I loved him unconditionally
I believed in serenity
He made me to wait with perseverance
He taught me what is tolerance
For each questions of mine,
He had answers in a single line

Now I couldn’t stop being passive
I stood up and became massive
Yes, I was aggressive
With a question “To live or not to live?”
He shattered me in the veil of love
I was nothing but just naïve
With each evils he committed
“I was always right”, he proclaimed

He left me along with his manhood
With tangled foxwood
He humiliated me by a triple-decker
I stayed strong with truth to bear
He tried shaking everything around
Pouring acid on my wound
He never knew I was a phoenix
I crushed all his crooked tricks

He proved that he was Good turned evil
Who never knew I was a daredevil
I will forgive and forget
I’m lucky, yet!
©crazysoul

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