My days are running from such severe uncertainties which I intentionally bother. It is the 57 day of nationwide lockdown of India, the whole creeds are suffering from the disastrous outbreak of Covid 19 which we can’t able to break the chain till now. All the scientists, medical specialists, doctors, nurses are day night working on it to save lives of people. The migrant workers don’t get access to come home soon as consequences, they are dying on the roads, some dies due to hunger . But many more dying due to hunger which India suffers from the prehistoric times. Precautions and conditions are going worse day by day.
Let’s come to main content which I want to mean that this lockdown has influenced me through it’s bad and long span quarantine at my home. Days don’t come to an end from morning to night. I always put my mobile on hands and start to scroll Facebook, What’s app, Instagram and Twitter etc. Through this continual process, my mood even becomes fragile and intolerant. When my mom says to go to market to buy some needy things or commodities, I certainly react which I shouldn’t be. I can’t resist myself to do so. What is happening in me, I never understand. It is like I am not this me which mirrors. This intolerant and fugitive attitudes grab some precious gems from myself. For this blunder, I lost one of my heartiest friend three days ago. This was my fault that I reacted on her and made altercation with her by posing such illusionary perspectives which caused to lose. This eccentricities, techy behaviours hurt my near and dear ones of course me also. I can even say sorry to them who are starting to fall apart from me due to my uncertainties. I want to apologize to those , I hurt. I beg for their forgiveness as I don’t want lose them.
Henceforth, lockdown learns me to live in solitude when no-one is near to you. Nature regenerates from the ashes of human beings again and men gets punished. Now a days I can’t sleep due to these uncertainties. I am very optimistic that everything will be alright soon just stay safe at your home and follow the medical guidelines about this pandemic expansion of novel Corona virus. Thank You.