My nerves have been eating me from my insides, and after all of it, it came like nirvana to me: my heart commands to me that I can do something else meanwhile while here.
No, I’m not giving up on my dream but I just feel strongly now that I should not take that leap. This leap.
I’m planning on turning to an old friend of mine; whom I love-hate: Foreign exchange trading. I’ve started practising tonight and I have the confidence that I can build something and I have hope again, that I can create wealth with it. However bleak it seems now.
I don’t know what I will do if it doesn’t work out again. But one thing I have full conviction of and that’s that I’m not giving up on my dream.
Call it chickening out if you should, but I feel that I shouldn’t this. Not at this moment. God knows where I’m heading with shit but I’m gonna give foreign exchange one try more.