I couldn’t dodge between normalcy and 2020. It felt terrible. Lockdown played a true satan to my life and my mental stability more specifically. Amidst all the chaos, I went through the worst phase of my life. I lost someone very close to me. Things didn’t remain the same for me after that.
I couldn’t sleep properly, couldn’t eat properly, went for a diagnosis and unanticipatedly was diagnosed with primary level hypertension. It wasn’t severe thankfully. On top of that, lockdown threw a good dice and my condition worsened and my Prostrate level increased as well.
COVID-19 burnished few but burnt me. I was devastated (my friends know the phase I went through). I couldn’t even study for an hour or two. It completely shattered my self-confidence. However, my friends were my constant support throughout. Days would hardly pass but somehow I managed to exist.
Things gradually started to mould the normal way and I got to meet my friends and spend some good time. I began improving. As of now, I’m able to function to a good degree (Don’t know who to thank for ).
This lockdown damaged me in ways. Heretofore, I just wish that this terrible year passes away soon and we never get to bear this friendship which Covid-19 made us taste.