The larger environment of the universe largely influences our environment on this planet. This not only affects the weather but our consciousness. Many transitions and disruptions in human awareness occur due to waves of conscious energy flowing into our planet from the universe.
The possibilities of exploration are boundless in the ongoing Spiritual Shift; more and more people are familiarising with the Law of Attraction (LOA) and realising that it is just the first level towards spiritual evolution. Then there are people like me who are reconnecting with past knowledge and hunting through the spiritual journals to stay more aware of their spiritual self.
Since childhood, I was interested in knowing about the life or consciousness we experience after death. Through books, I learned that we are spiritual beings experiencing reincarnation — each time we reincarnate with different lessons and soul calling.
Due to the confines of my age and experience, I believed that I could only practice spirituality through religion. Thus, I was accustomed to many religious rituals without even knowing their true essence. I believe it was due to my true intentions that I got introduced to new and well-reasoned content about spirituality every passing year.
Getting exposed to spiritual content at a tender age is not sunny all the while as it has its downside. One such downside is that you stop allowing yourself to embrace your darker side. Because of a mere lack of experiences and maturity, you feel pressured only to accept positive attributes and emotions. The same happened with me, unknowingly, I kept suppressing many unexplained emotions and anger.
As a child, I kept aiming for perfection and believed in an imaginary deadline for reaching a state of spiritual perfection. My approach to my spiritual journey was distorted. This is why, as an adult, I come across unpleasant experiences that bring my deep-rooted and suppressed emotions to the surface.
Facing major triggers from people I was very attached to taught me how it’s never about them and how I should not get attached to the story and take anything personally; instead, detach myself and observe. Observing what the other person is reflecting on me made me realise that I was consciously or subconsciously nurturing hatred for the attribute or behaviour that was triggering me.
Other times I had the same habit/behaviour, but since I was completely discarding my darker side and not believing it to be true, it was reflecting through bad experiences. I strongly believe that cosmic energy affects human intelligence and awareness. Thus, I am learning ways to get attuned to my higher self to transmute all my inner weaknesses.