I’ve been entertaining this idea for some time now. I’m interested in pushing the envelope on making myself, a man, a lot more kinder and gentler, and bringing out my feminine qualities, the Divine Sacred Feminine aspects of myself. It’s not happening in a vacuum though. I’m trying to work out a lot of emotional issues so I will not rule out that this desire to be more feminine could be due to the fact that I was sexually abused in my early childhood.
I’m just trying to figure it all out. But I’m exploring my gender by wearing leggings and seeing how I feel. But in the next moment, I will go outside and split a whole cord of wood or stand firmly on the ground and let out a loud growl that you could hear from at least a mile away.
My emotions run deep. The desire deep within my loins from my libido runs even deeper, making my phallus hard and erect, giving my seed the direction it needs to blossom forth into infinity. I am a force to be reckoned with. Yet, I am not to be feared but to be looked upon with awe-inspiring love for I am the Son Of God.