Why do I keep on searching for love from others, why do I feel an emptiness in myself?
Every single day I feel I need to care for someone, I need someone to talk to, I need someone to laugh with, someone to share with. And in search of that, I keep on doing unconditional things for others which I thought is unconditional but no, it’s not true- I do have my conditions. I want that love back, I want that amount of care back, I want someone who gives me the same love, care, affection, time and attention back.
I am a working woman, every woman is a working woman- whether she is a housewife or CEO. Being a working woman doesn’t make me less unconditional- I do manage my work and unconditional love equally, in fact, more than equally, I share my priorities with myself, I never forget to make a video call to my mum neither I forget my responsibilities towards my patients. Then why is it different for others, why do they have excuses like I am busy with something etc?
Truly said, being a woman is actually a gift- a gift of sharing, a gift of loving, a gift of caring and a gift of every emotion that exists. We do, we can, we will have unconditional emotions.
Butt today I don’t feel proud about this, because having expectation doesn’t make me less emotional or a less sacrificing woman. Before being a woman, I am a human who has all equal emotions, expectation, and courage. So it’s better to stop being unconditional for conditional emotions.
Happy Women’s Day!