Soul is where the Mind Is!!
The mindless mind, the heartless heart, the senseless skin, the blind eye, the deaf ear, the ageusic tongue, the numb expressions, the motionless hand and legs, the anosmic nose all lay still in time and space unable to perceive the worldly class of materialistic pleasures. My senses make no sense at all circling in a psychedelic loop of endless thoughts laying idle at the center of it. My mind aches through countless memories of stillness where the world around me burns and shouts in utter chaos. There is a constant noise and fear of unknown expectations that pulls me into infinity, a vacuum where I don’t feel anything anymore. I struggle to breathe, to be genuinely heard, to speak my heart out, to be unbiasedly viewed, to be loved unequivocally, to be understood, to be accepted….In the wired and complex web of interconnected world, where a human adorns two or multiple identities (Avatars), I wrestle for a just environment. Edifices of glass putting around a facade seems too good to be real. Opaqueness remains constant in the equation where human emotions and feelings play the variables changing rapidly and unapologetically with situations and time. I vie for the pure, the clean, the transparent, the unconditional, the non-judgmental, the simpler ones who make the journey in this short-lived life beautiful and enriching. My mind revolving and rotating around an imaginary axis of stillness yet so full of disturbances surrounding it. This mind can’t dine on myriad forms of restlessness. Someone please shut the door and block the light as I put my mind to deep slumber waking up only to my dreams in the parallel universe where every thought, feeling and experience seems like a total reality!!
