fuck me
raise your middle finger up , ya’ that’s all i deserve now
i fell like worm….
i was nice guy .. now i am evil face , i know i fall down..
need no gun – no gunpowder
to kill
i told the world , i will come back … i don’t remember why i said this
my vision are fading
i am drowning in the dirt , in the mess i made my life..
i was gandhi – saying ” baby please don’t leave- please come back ” , fuck that if i said that ” i knew she was never coming back “..
i was in sky .. when i was with , i tried to fly without knowing i will fall and i fail ..
i didn’t remember who i was …
you picked me up when everyone was questioning me.. you showed me light ..
i am no gandhi now- i need holy rain…
last night – took freefall ” time paused”
my life flashes in the river water,…..
i tried to fly , to return to the point
fuck me – fuck my vision , i am not god nor angle to fly far away from life …
i screamed ” fuck i do — what i did “…
water slashes .. soon my flow started – i was deep in
i tried to go – to find some place i knew – but devil only knew … so gandhi become devil …
so empty my heart
Andy hunting belive – belive hunting andy ” there is fucking war going in my head ” , i tried to use power tool to stop ” … i took ” Razor blade ” to cut my veins
my friends don’t know the other side of mine – i am cold …
hope i really need rain ..
with each and every drop of my blood , i relived the freefall…
i tried to fly again but my blood rain , deeming my eyes ..
i homosucide .. i killed my future while trying to balance my present ..
i screamed , i shouted .. someone help me .. someone take me to hospital .. someone call a doctor ..
Andy and belive cold heart kept on watching
fuck me , i forgot i was doctor to my situation and i never wanted medicine to bring me back to normal …
i am in love with this pain